I dear sweet and funny friend passed away today. Debbie was only 51! I’m 51! Debbie was far healthy than I have ever been. I have cried and questioned all day. I just cannot believe it. I like go into shock, then I cry, then I get pissed, then I cry. Why? Stop taking people out of my life! My eyes are swollen and I don’t even know what to say today except for another Angel has gotten her wings. Debbie although the last three times I seen her was at funerals (sad but true) was one of those long time friends that if I truly needed something she would do whatever she could to help. I have been extremely bless with many friends like this. Truly! Makes ya wonder why depression and anxiety then huh? Well I ask myself that every single day. I have plenty of people I could talk to if I knew what my problem was. What is my problem? Some days I cannot get out of bed. Should be easy enough but it is like I can barely get out of bed to use the restroom and to shower, get dressed and leave the house you might as well drug me up to do it. Hmmmm however the drugs aren’t working. Go figure. I wish I could stay up and share everything going on in my head but I am tired, confused, angry, so very sad and just done for the day.
Love to all….
Gone but never forgotten, until we meet again beautiful! Love you more than you will ever know
lawhun_madden 
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