So first of all I read a blog from another writer here on WordPress about Christianity, the bible, sins and sinners. When I was done reading it I was saddened, irritated and I don’t even know what else. I am a lesbian not currently in any relationship not that it matters but so often I hear from Christians that they love me but not my sin. Really? What am I suppose to say to that? Thanks? We are all sinners and I don’t go around saying I love you but not your sins. What people think of me is none of my business. I know I am a good person that does well to give to those in need and I talk to my God every day. My God knows what is in my heart and how dare people act so righteous. Now I try real hard not to judge others as I have made some pretty poor choices in my life and all that I can do now is not do them again and make amends. I usually keep my comments to myself most times but not always as yes I am a sinner. I wish I had the ability to just let things go and forgive stuff that happens. I think as long as I don’t kill myself or someone else I am doing really well most days as I am in daily pain and irritable. Enough about that…
So I move on to a post from my dear friend/sister about her mothers doctors visit and how rude the doctor was.
Has anyone’s doctor ever told you while you are explaining what’s wrong with you that they don’t have time to listen to that today that it’s just a 15 min visit and the next time you come then they’ll talk to you about it. I have never been told that by any of my doctors. I took my mom to the doctor and the doctor didn’t want to hear everything my momma had to say. RUDE. I’m making sure she see’s another doctor. Dr. Susan Sheperd in case anyone else has that problem with her. I’ll never complain about my doctors again after meeting this one.
Really? What happened to do no harm? No time to listen to her patient seriously. Are we now in a world with revolving door doctors that won’t spend time with us? I just don’t understand people.
Then I have a friend who has fibromialgia, lived through ovarian cancer, and now is dealing with a tumor. This woman is constantly on the go doing one thing or another. Planning fundraisers, giving to the community and I am just in aww of this woman who on top of everything else is raising 4 kids. I don’t know how she does is. Chronic Pain just has me down more often than not. I do my best to get up and move and attempt to get things done but I have to admit there is some jealousy there cause I don’t know how she does it. I want what she’s having. Wow just wow!
There’s more but my mind is going faster than my fingers so I guess that’s it for now.
Love to all…
lawhun_madden 
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