So yesterday 8/13/16 I followed through with my commitments. Boy am I paying for it today, BUT I didn’t lay in bed all day yesterday so that’s great. I took two lab puppies that were oh too adorable up to Lombard 2 hours from here then came back home to rest for an hour or so. Then I had to go back up to O’Hare 2.5 hours to pick up my daughter and grandson from their flight. Loads of driving but it gave me joy. Thing is if I ever do anything that makes me happy I end up paying for it. I am working hard to continue to push myself one day at a time. My grandson is so cute he talked the entire way home. I think he talks sometimes to hear himself talk. 🙂
Worked on a friends website when I got home after midnight. I swear just keep running into problems and its starting to piss me off. Another thing I enjoy doing but can only do when I feel up to it. Doctors meds are helping but not enough. I just want a life a life with substance not feeling in pain and dragging all the time. Works on my brain and affects my attitude.
I woke up today 8/14/16 and felt like I had been ran over by a cement truck. Praying that I will one day be able to enjoy life again before I die more that a moment at a time. I know that’s a lot to ask but seriously how much pain does one have to deal with. Its been seven years. I get weak then I think I’m getting stronger something else comes up like this polyneuropathy. Always something. UGH!
Not giving up just yet!
Love to all…
lawhun_madden 
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