1/10/17 Have you ever wondered why you are here? Of course you have I haven’t meet anyone that hasn’t wondered that at least once in their lives. I have lived my entire life by going through the motions as to what happens and reacting to that. Get a job, do the job to the best of my ability move on whatever.
1/17/17 10:00am As you can see my brain got lost in thought and now I am back with mushy brain. Seems like I’m all over the place. Things going on around me or I should say in my life have been as stressful as ever. No car not a huge deal but frustrating. Have things going on I can’t talk about but I feel so helpless and that is more that frustrating. My grandson turned 11 yesterday and I struggled to get out of the house for his dinner celebration. I mean seriously can’t get out for my own grandson. Well of course I took my anxiety meds and all was ok just hate this. Feeling so helpless and not the me I used to be.
1/17/17 5:00pm I wish I could finish a thought or two thoughts. It seems as though so much is going on and then something else happens. I keep thinking I’m as broken as can be and one more thing is going to be that one thing that makes my head pop off. Today a few more things happened and my head is still in tact. I don’t know if it is my faith is growing or the same faith I have always had is holding me together but my head has not popped off. I say this somewhat jokingly but there have been days recently that I really didn’t think I could handle not one more thing and they just keep piling on. I mean seriously no more I can’t handle anything else.
Love to all….
lawhun_madden 
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