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So apparently I inadvertently lied to a friend and told her I had been blogging daily. I’ve cried so much over loosing Debbie I guess technically I missed the 1st :(.  My apologies I have been living in a blur.  This hit me hard I mean I have gone to far too many Corum funerals. Pop Corum first back in the day when Cancer wasn’t as wide-spread as it is now. Denny Corum, Momma Corum, these are people who allowed me into their family when I was young and lost. Momma and daddy Corum and the whole family showed me how to love and hug and care like big families do.  Growing up an only child these were awesome life lessons.  Remember Brenda’s house, gramma’s house then Debbie’s home early on when we were still in school.  Then Rosemary (Debbie’s second half) lived next door over in Southgate and Debbie lived caddy-corner of me.  Interesting times back then.  Debbie and I working and the Lob together.  Just all these memories flooded me after hearing of Debbie’s passing. I still have weak memories of growing up.  I have told Brenda Mae more than once she needs to fill in the blanks. 🙂

I know I am going to lose it the next few days because every time I think about Debbie I start crying.  I know she was obviously needed for a reason I don’t understand but it hurts so bad when we lose someone we love.  Dad passed, few years later Uncle Don and Aunt Lydia same week in June, then Uncle Milford that December and Dennis that January and finally Billy I mean my extended family and my biological family gone one by one.  I know its going to just keep getting worse the older I get. I love deeply and hard when it comes to family.  It doesn’t matter if I see them daily or once every other funeral. Heck I ran into Debbie’s litter sister and my daughters Prep, Freeze, Cook party.  We are all intertwined. 6 degrees of seperation is it?

Six degrees of separation

Six degrees of separation is the theory that everyone and everything is six or fewer steps away, by way of introduction, from any other person in the world, so that a chain of “a friend of a friend” statements can be made to connect any two people in a maximum of six steps. It was originally set out by Frigyes Karinthy in 1929 and popularized by a 1990 play written by John Guare.

*from a bing search-http://tinyurl.com/j542vsa

I know and care about a whole lot of people.  Even from highschool I still care.  Don’t always remember everything but I always try to help if someone is in need and my friends are all the same way.  I think I am a pretty good judge of character that’s not to say I haven’t had my leg pulled or been gullable because I have.  Try to learn and move on.

Need to sleep for tomorrow’s drive to Kentucky.
Love to all…